Relationships and friendships are hard for the disabled people because when you think someone is your friend or partner, they do something that would hurt you or hurt you mentally, physically or emotionally. The person says yes to being your friend or partner and then they ghost you or cheat on you. It makes it hard for you to trust the person or want to be with the person.
When you tell your friend that you had a crush , it doesn’t help if they laugh at you. And it also doesn’t help if they rudely judge you for having a crush on them. Or if they humiliate you in front of everyone and tell everyone that you had a crush on them. Also it doesn’t help if they rudely rejected you.
It would have helped if they told you how they actually felt about you. Also if they have had said that I would if I was single. It also would have helped if they didn’t rudely rejected you , judged you or humiliated you. It would have helped if they kindly rejected you not hurt your feelings or humiliate you.